Goodbye 2009 seniors.
Hello New Freshmen.
I'm sadden that the seniors will no longer be there. I'm sadden that I only have two more years with my class. Yes, they're faggets/douches at many times but I'm sadden to leave the one who made a differences and made high school fun. I believe sophomore year was stupid, excess drama and stupid shit.
Him.
I'm mad at you and I don't understand how you don't. I wish you would listen to me. I wish it wasn't such a problem. You say it's not a problem to you but it is to me. No i'm not exaggerating because no one would like to get prank. It's rude and you're being a fagget for continuing this prank. I've lighten up after your 445 sorrys but now you're just pushing it. It makes me angry but I still like you. Why? I don't know why but I'm gonna change that. You don't deserve an I love you from me. Because I've never said it to anyone as if I mean it (excluding friends). It doesn't make sense. I hope you'll read this. Because I don't know how to get through to you.
Mok, Paul.
People asked me about this so I'm gonna answer it in my blog. The question is "So you like another guy, so I'm guessing you're over Paul." No I'm not over Paul. I still adore Paul. He's on my mind 24/7 and the reason why I've liked someone else is because I just do. There really isn't a reason why I like people. But similarities reminds me of Paul and most of the people I like after Paul had some similiarities. So while I like that person, I stay in this mood which makes me adore Paul. I hate saying Love(Over used) and I don't believe in saying that word to whom I have feelings to that high of a standard on my mind. Don't get offend if I liked you. It's just how I am, I won't be letting go of Paul any soon because I've tried and it's became apart of my life to think about him all the time. Get it? Got it? Great.
Leograuth, Jimmy and Huyen, Tyson
Another question that people ask. "So how are you with no best friends?" Well indeed it's hard because I miss them as much as I miss Paul. I love them. I still need to learn how to cope with the situation but I'm getting there. October/November 2007 they have passed away and I closed up until May 2008 I opened up. But I didn't open up all the way because I test people. It's not as bad as it sound. In May 2009, I have concluded a person that has been the closest to me that I consider a best friend. She's not like Jimmy or Tyson. But she's the closest one. I've told many people things but I tell her everything. So I do have a best friend. But I wouldn't have her if the incidents happen. I'm not happy about the incidents believe me. Because if I had two wishes it would be to bring Jimmy and Tyson back. If I had one, I'd bring Paul back. Not that I want Paul more just because Jimmy and Tyson were both too close of a best friend and I couldn't pick between them, they were a pair! But yes, if the current best friend is reading this. Thank you a lot. You are the first girl that has ever been this close to me. Sorry to others that I have said you're my best friend (We've depart or something like that) but I still love you guys! :D Oh! And just to clear it up, It's not you that's my best friend.. Or you.. Or her.. It's Erica Wu. :]
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The third most used question is... WHY DO YOU USE THIS SITE TO VENT?!?!
It's blogging, I vent a lot. Don't read then. Stupid faggets, GET SOME HAHA!
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