Saturday, June 20, 2009

New Poem: Summer's Rain

Summer's Rain.
June 20, 2009
Written by Mary Dang

We all expect Summer to be a waterless season.
Because it's hot? Could that be the reason?
We go out in our shorts and short sleeves shirts.
And some of the girls would go out in mini skirts.
Even if the sun is not shining.
We never expect the clouds to be whining.
No one is expected to carry an umbrella.
No man will be covering his Cinderella.
Then bits of drops from the sky.
Comes crashing down and we ask why?
We run in circles and flee.
A perfect way to ruin an outside shopping spree.
Our day ends by shivering into our blankets.
Next day we wake up sneezing, but we'll make it.
It's just our careless acts that causes our throat pain.
Or maybe it's just the Summer's rain.

I want to publish a book full of my poems before high school. Does anyone know how to start out? :D

4 more poems. I'll post another one today. :] Maybe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUAN! You're finally 16!
:D!

Friday, June 19, 2009

Poem: Technology

Technology
June 19, 2009
Written by Mary Dang

The world is upgrading with technology.
And soon we will no longer study biology.
Because there is nothing alive with machines.
Because first they don't eat their greens.
They replace our teens.
They substitute the marines.
So maybe technology isn't such a bad thing.
Even though sometimes electricity stings.
But it's all good because technology is our friend.
Light up figure, robotic actions, its starting to be a trend.
We gain weight and our eyes become weak.
And our teens is obsess with sites as we speak.
Drama is no longer argued in person.
But publicly published which worsens.
So is technology really worth it?
Our teens are so lazy to get a permit.
They whine and cry how they're lazy.
Instead of sitting out in the grass playing with daisies.
After school it's myspace.
And then talking shit is a race.
During college it'll be facebook.
You won't have any friends if you don't have the look.
Technology is fine.
But sooner or later it's gonna decline.
Where will our lives be?
Will it be trash? I can't guarantee.

I owe 4 more poems! :D

Thursday, June 18, 2009

:P

I owe 5 poems...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I'm not a loser.. :D

So like for 3 days I didn't post up a blog. You guys are probably like so? BUT IT MATTERS TO ME!!!! Really, blogging is my life... x]] NO I"M NOT A LOSER, FUCK YOU! I cuss way to much but it's all good! So pretty much I'm disappointed for not following through that poem everyday thing.. I've been lazy and busy.. Well not busy BUT I GOT MY UKULELE TUNED! :D

Soo how's my life you ask? It's freaking >:P but I'll get over it. haha

No more boy although I still like him. I'm glad that it's nothing now. It was fun while it lasted even though he is a pain in the ass. -_-

I owe you guys 4 poems.. :P

7 more days.. Till I visit you.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

And the war just never stops.

Poem! I wrote this today. Been a long time.

And the war just never stops.
Mary Dang
June 13, 2009
Inspired by Handlebars by Flobots.

And through all the bloodshed tears.
Through all the beating years.
We've never stopped.
The war could never been dropped.
But our loves and young ones unite.
Even though they know it can all end tonight.
We watch them walk.
We watch the clock.
Just a matter of time before we hear a ring.
Gathering for a funeral in the spring.
We say our prays.
And for a better day we praise.
And for a couple more years.
The result of the war bring us cheers.
But that only lasts for a while.
Because once again the war is beyond miles.
And we do it all over again.
Soldiers go but memories remain.

Hello! :D

Har har har. I didn't wanna add on to the previous post and I didn't wanna make another for the same day. SOOO I DID IT TODAY! :D

Sooooo tell me, how is everyone doing? Well I don't care because it's my blog! :D But feel free to text how you're doing!

For those who know about my passion MUSIC
I have been working on my "album" for 1 year and a half. I KNOW IT"S SOOO LONG! but after alterations in life I had to change some lyrics and how music is always developing new techniques, sounds, styles I change some as mine as well. If you guys know my main Music Website you can get a snippet of the new song I wrote sometime this month. It's call "Laughter" Really the song is full of laughing because my friends and I were working on the lyrics in late May and he decided to have the chorus full of HAHAHA's. And when we recorded this, it really did sound like Santa clauses because he has a low tone of voice... haha IT"S NOT GOING ON THE "ALBUM" LOL! Really the "Album" is not even an album it's just pretty much a file to me of songs I wrote that I thought I did a good job on.

I have a break between here and there. So the guy I've been hating and liking at the same time is back at home, 2+ hours away. hahahahaha x] I can relax for a bit :D

Counting down the days
11 days till I visit Memory. :P

So!!!!! I SUCCESSFULLY SCRATCH A MOLE OFF! and there's no scar! YEAHHH SON! hahaha x] I gotta admit blood is weird looking when it's from a mole...

I'm fucking hungry right now. I'll blog later. :D

Friday, June 12, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Happy 20th Birthday Yun Phung.
It's been 2 years without you. You're dancing your heart out in Mississippi. I miss you a lot! NDK still strolling on by.

WEIRD NIGHT! Bam bam bam. asdfghjkl;

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Confused.

I don't really understand this. I like you, I really do. But after today, I like you even more but I dislike you a lot. Weird right? You're a different guy and I'm actually not comparing you to Paul. You know as well as I do that I think of him, but after today I couldn't get you off of my mind. It's not that I adore you, maybe I hate you. I don't know. I don't wanna talk to you, but I can't. I wish you'd leave me alone, I wish I could leave you alone. I'm sorry for yelling at you, but some of what I said was true. And some of what you said were true. I wish I didn't like you anymore because our situation had changed. Our conversations had changed. Our perspective of each other had changed. I just want you as a friend and nothing else. Even if you say you like me, even if you say all the kind heart warming stuff. I will not believe you. I won't. I can't. Because the rode that was once solid, received damage and the results were cracks. I received damaged and have been left with scars.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Goodbye Seniors, Him, Paul, Best friend, Vent

Goodbye 2009 seniors.
Hello New Freshmen.

I'm sadden that the seniors will no longer be there. I'm sadden that I only have two more years with my class. Yes, they're faggets/douches at many times but I'm sadden to leave the one who made a differences and made high school fun. I believe sophomore year was stupid, excess drama and stupid shit.

Him.
I'm mad at you and I don't understand how you don't. I wish you would listen to me. I wish it wasn't such a problem. You say it's not a problem to you but it is to me. No i'm not exaggerating because no one would like to get prank. It's rude and you're being a fagget for continuing this prank. I've lighten up after your 445 sorrys but now you're just pushing it. It makes me angry but I still like you. Why? I don't know why but I'm gonna change that. You don't deserve an I love you from me. Because I've never said it to anyone as if I mean it (excluding friends). It doesn't make sense. I hope you'll read this. Because I don't know how to get through to you.

Mok, Paul.
People asked me about this so I'm gonna answer it in my blog. The question is "So you like another guy, so I'm guessing you're over Paul." No I'm not over Paul. I still adore Paul. He's on my mind 24/7 and the reason why I've liked someone else is because I just do. There really isn't a reason why I like people. But similarities reminds me of Paul and most of the people I like after Paul had some similiarities. So while I like that person, I stay in this mood which makes me adore Paul. I hate saying Love(Over used) and I don't believe in saying that word to whom I have feelings to that high of a standard on my mind. Don't get offend if I liked you. It's just how I am, I won't be letting go of Paul any soon because I've tried and it's became apart of my life to think about him all the time. Get it? Got it? Great.

Leograuth, Jimmy and Huyen, Tyson
Another question that people ask. "So how are you with no best friends?" Well indeed it's hard because I miss them as much as I miss Paul. I love them. I still need to learn how to cope with the situation but I'm getting there. October/November 2007 they have passed away and I closed up until May 2008 I opened up. But I didn't open up all the way because I test people. It's not as bad as it sound. In May 2009, I have concluded a person that has been the closest to me that I consider a best friend. She's not like Jimmy or Tyson. But she's the closest one. I've told many people things but I tell her everything. So I do have a best friend. But I wouldn't have her if the incidents happen. I'm not happy about the incidents believe me. Because if I had two wishes it would be to bring Jimmy and Tyson back. If I had one, I'd bring Paul back. Not that I want Paul more just because Jimmy and Tyson were both too close of a best friend and I couldn't pick between them, they were a pair! But yes, if the current best friend is reading this. Thank you a lot. You are the first girl that has ever been this close to me. Sorry to others that I have said you're my best friend (We've depart or something like that) but I still love you guys! :D Oh! And just to clear it up, It's not you that's my best friend.. Or you.. Or her.. It's Erica Wu. :]

Last Question: Blog
The third most used question is... WHY DO YOU USE THIS SITE TO VENT?!?!
It's blogging, I vent a lot. Don't read then. Stupid faggets, GET SOME HAHA!

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Today.

So today was one of the boring-est days ever.

My parents were being faggets so I stayed home all day. :P So bored that I was attempting to scratch the moles off my arm. Seriously they're not even noticeable to others. Yeah I kept bleeding, so I stopped then I went to bed until 4pm. yeah I was bored. So then after that I'm trying to study for finals but the light is beaming down on my head which makes me hot so yeah Epic failure on studying.

But the good news is that the guy that I like. I talked to him until 6am. :D EPIC FAILURE ON PICK UP LINE THOUGH! :[

I miss my friends.... :/

Friday, June 5, 2009

Weather and Boy

So the weather went from super hot to fucking scary, dangerous crap. Yesterday during the tennis award held after school and weird ass storm came about. FUCKING AYY! I"M SICK NOW BECAUSE OF THE STORM by the way. But yeah the only exciting thing I saw yesterday was that someone got hit by a bicycle... HELLA EPIC! With the ambulance and everything!

So I think I like this guy. We've been talking and I've liked him before but stuff came up and so my feelings for him were put to side. He makes me smile. AND HE HAS THE CUTEST SMILE! :D!