At Jiahuan's House :D

So I'm at Jiahuan's house and he's in his bed thinking about the girl he likes. I wish I knew who he liked though. He says he's tired but he's not, probably tired of thinking about her.

"Stop writing about me" - Jiahuan yells.

Anyways, Brian and me broke up... :[ I really didn't want to but I'll be okay because Jiahuan will tell me who he likes.

"I never said I will, I said I'll think about it." - Jiahuan

"I should stop talking." - Jiahuan

"Wow.. Wow.." - Jiahuan

Jiahuan is looking at her name in his phone right now. Lol, he won't tell me who she is! :[

"Stop looking at me!" - Jiahuan.

"I was texting you know!" - Jiahuan
"You text with who hands! And you were covering your face with one hand." - Mary
"I was texting with one hand! I was practicing." - Jiahuan

Pause...

I'm sadden that we broke up, it made me think throughout the whole day. Well I've been thinking. Just that I don't know. The thing is that I actually liked him, unlike Tyson. Like I liked Tyson but he was a douche bag and he knows it too!

UGHH.....

Anyways.... I'm venting to Jiahuan. and it's soo.. UGHHHH and Hard! :[

Where's Erica when you need her?!?! She's at volleyball.. :[ Oh wells.

It is Okay JIAHUAN!

Happy birthday Joanna! :D!

Relationships

John Yu is my boyfriend number 2 :D! Muahahaha he just doesn't know it yet. Don't worry John, my friend approves. Well not really after like 2 hours arguing back and forth. He finally accepted you. HAHAHA! x]]

Relationships are hard... I feel like that's no point to continue with Brian. His dad hates me. :[ I'm very unhappy and believe that I should just give up. I don't want to ruin his family after all it's just him and his dad and I don't want to ruin that. Sigh..

It's like we should separate but we both don't want to...

Oklahoma kid's dad.

:[

This sucks. My boyfriend's dad doesn't accept me. He told Brian to break up with me in vietnamese when I was there sitting next to Brian. Yes I know I'm not smart. I'm not anything special but that's rude to criticizes me when I'm right in front of you. :[

Thanks babe for being on my side. But maybe your dad is right. Most likely your dad is right...

Sucks...

To be continued.

I'm in class. I'm supposed to be researching on Reye's Syndrome. I am very bored. Well John is right next to me and Joanna is behind me. They are actually doing work and i'm here blogging. I repeat I am very bored again. :P

To be Continued tonight

Car :D

Mini Cooper S
Color: "Laser Blue"
First Friend in the car will be Erica Wu.
Second friend in the car will be Jiahuan Huang.

Excited. :D

My back hurts.

Hello World.

My back is hurting! It hurts sooo bad! During school today, it was so hard to focus because it hurt so BAD! I was like OMG! shit! I teared a bit because it hurt SO BAD! Lol.

So I don't know now, rather if I do want this to go on or just to stop. I like him, yes I do. But he's only visiting Oregon then he's going back to Oklahoma then moving to California! He said he'll visit me every weekend. I MEAN EVERY?!?! lol I don't wanna dedicate all my weekends to him! Lol My schedule would be School Mon-Fri, Brian Sat-Sun. EVERY WEEK! Ho ho ho I can't do that Lol x]

:/

A Kid from Oklahoma in Oregon.

Blog Question: If you were to save one animal, what would it be?

Answer: I would save a freaking dinosaur! Lol and train it to be vicious to all who opposes me! MUAHAHAHAHA! But yeah the real answer would be a panda, because panda's are endangered creatures. It's sad. :[[[

Blog Question: What's more attrative? Lip piercing or Nose piercing on a guy?

Answer: I think nose piercing are okay on some guys, but I gotta love lip piercing on guys! :D

Blog Question: Do you like a guy at the moment with a lip or nose piercing?

Answer: Yes.

Blog Question: So what's with you and this guy you like?

Answer: Lol, he makes me smile and his personality shines. Although he hates my hands and prefer to walk distant from me! But he's caring. He asks me how i'm doing walking far far far away from him in the dark... >:[ Imma get rape from trailing him from behind and he wouldn't know. :[

Blog Question: Why you gotta say all those mean stuff?!?!

Answer: Lol, Because it's true!

Blog Question: Can you say some positive stuff about him.

Answer: I did! >:[

Blog Question: So who's this guy and how long you've known him?

Answer: His name is Brian. I've known him for like 5+ years then all the sudden two years ago he vanished. I know he moved because his dad owns like a huge company so yeah. Then I saw him just recently! He was visiting Oregon and blahblahblah. Yeah? Yeah.

Blog Question: And What's my name?

Answer: Brian.

:)

I don't know what to say, To make you stay.

Where music is the only thing I need in the world.

I don't need anyone, I only need myself. Because in the world of friendship and relationship, they all need trust. To be trusted and to trust back. I have doubts about friends and relationship, not a single person has been there till the end, but I shouldn't say that because it isn't the end yet. When I didn't want to talk to anyone or when no one listens to me, one thing it doesn't take a form of a human as well. and That's music. Music is my best friend :].

I really don't know what I'm trying to say.. Maybe that I'm in a withdrawal. I want to be independent and not depend on others. I'll depend on music when I need something to depend on.

Blah, that cupcake :[

Today is my failing day.

School tomorrow.