When I'm mad

It's been a while since I haven't blogged. I've been blogging on tumblr but on tumblr I cannot share my real feelings. I feel like on that blog site I can post up what happened to me or what's exciting me. Here, I can express myself more.

No one really knows when I'm mad at them unless I try to throw something at you but at that point I'm not that mad. It's when I'm quiet, it's when I decide to cut my talk short. 1 word messages, 2 letter messages, 3 periods to follow through.

When I'm really mad, I don't talk at all. I don't reply. I slip on my headphones and fade out of reality.

When I'm really mad and thoughts consumes my mind. I tend to sleep. I fall asleep. Fading away from reality and thoughts. Then it plays in my dreams. My escape from everyone and everything becomes my nightmare.

Tonight... The thoughts are consuming my mind. I shall sleep.