3 topics

3 topic I would like to talk about in this blog.
1. Using different delects and languages
2. Depression
3. That feeling.

Using different delects and Language.
So I'm friends with a lot of chinese people especially in school. To many actually. So we all talk in english and all that shit right? Then all the sudden BOOM! Foreign language takes over the conversation, so all these non-understanding people goes quiet, like wtf? OKAY NOW. Seriously, I hate it when I'm with a group of people of all the same race sometimes. They're speaking their different delects and then turns to me, why is Mary so quiet today? I'm not quiet, I just can't understand what the fuck you're saying! I'm not trying to say you guys can't talk in your guess delect. Just be like don't approaching me saying I'm quiet when you all are speaking this foreign language around me. Get it?
And People should shut the fuck up about people can't speak their own like family language. I can understand viet, just can't speak it. Don't fucking say shit in viet like "She's viet but she can't speak it, Bad parents Bad parents." Yeah fuck you, I understand your shit. People need to think before they speak man. I know I do, but what are you gonna say when you were just saying it's stupid that people don't know how, you know there are people in the room that doesn't. So what are you going to say when they speak up? like you're stupid or something? bitch please, I'll be more successful than you are.

Depression
To many people exaggerates the feeling of sadness, saying that they are depressed. You are not depressed. Go to the doctors and check then. Enough said.

That Feeling
Brian and I just broke up yet we still have feelings for each other. We talk and talk. Use nicknames for each other. It's as if we've never broke up. Jealousy reveals as he gets a girl's number and when I go to a party. It's obvious to both of us, we know that we want to continue our relationship, we know what we want. I'm not assuming, we've actually talked about this. But we just can't, my schooling is failing and I'm taking up his time. We're just to busy for each other. We know that so we don't go for it. I have other shit as well as he does. Just that I don't want to mention it. Ay Yah.

I know that I'm like a douche about some of the stuff I just said. Well I am expressing myself on my blog. Ask me about it and I'll explain it to you.