Experience.

My emotional breakdown.

I did not know that I would have this. Like usually it's like I miss him, I miss them I want to see them again. But today is just a breakdown. Like uncontrollable, tensed, and painful. I got a huge headache. It hurts. Breakdown hurts. My body is tense all around, I feel retarded. Gotta get over this. I can't sleep, I won't to sleep but it hurts and my thoughts are taking over. I'm just laying there with wide eyes, tears just drops, but yet I'm not wiping them away or anything. I had to vent because that's all I can do.